troublemaker

Tonight i had quite an interesting encounter with my mum's friend. She's one of those people who others label as a 'troublemaker'. We discussed on matters of Brunei's politics and economy and it was like clicking the refresh button for my brain. All those uni talks and arguments came out, debating, discussing, arguing etc. What we talk about for sure i won't post it here. It's too controversial. The thing is, i miss these kind of talks. Its good to have it from time to time. Problem is there's only limited people that i could talk to for such things. Well make it the ONLY person i talk to abt such things is with Lydia. Having a new person giving their respective insights is well worth knowing.

I remember during my first year there was one time when a class seminar turn into a chaotic rumble in the jungle. Perasanku mcm gorilla vs a group of chimps. One guy stand out as his views were quite drastic while most of the class thinks that he's utter nonsense. Even the tutor couldn't control it up till the end. And you know how unis are like when there's one person among the class who knows-it-all to the point that he/she is really annoying. I encounter the same problem...for the whole 3 years of my degree. I never met anyone who could cause so much trouble because of his arrogance and ignorance, at the same time, and i hate to admit the fact, that he's really smart. His name was Dominic and he did gather up so many haters. One time i swear one of our italian classmates nearly punch si Dominic ani. Muluutt wanngg racuuuunnnnnn.

Then again i envy him. He stand up, point out his veiws and defend them, no matter how controversial it is. For me however i rather remain low and just listen to the arguements. Low self-esteem. Owh shit i shouldn't talk abt my flaws. Cna org kn employ ni. Eh nadabah aku konfaiden kli slalu ah :P