Who's ambung?

A quick note.

To all friends and families in Brunei who said I'm ambung because no news coming from me, i never nudge you on msn, I never call you up to say hi or any sort of communication that requires me to initiate first...Well think again.

Have YOU ever contacted me and say hi and even ask me how am I doing? Have you ever wonder how lonely it is to spend Ramadhan abroad when you yourself, is comfortable with ur own family back at home? And that 'sudah behajat' then you contact me and ask me to do favors?

Please reflect yourself before saying that I'm ambung. Dont be a stereotypical Bruneian and say 'org uk ambung'. I never thought of you as such, why should you be the one to pre-judge me without knowing what i've been thru? You think you're the only one that i have to think of? Everyone wants a piece of my attention but only a tiny portion of people have the decency just to say hi to me and concern of my well-being.

Get over yourself.